Monday, February 6, 2012

#22 I Blew it Again!

Well, I blew it again! I made hot wings, nachos and pizza for my husband for Superbowl Sunday. I was planning on just leaving it on the sofa table and then heading back upstairs to read or play a game. However, the food seduced me and I bit! I only had 3 wings and 1 little piece of pizza, but I lost it on the nachos. I ate them all so quickly, as if someone was going to steal them from me! I felt like crap after the pig fest was over. I had such good intentions. What went wrong? I really can't answer that? I couldn't rationalize it, yet I still over indulged. Why do I feel like I need to overeat in order to be psychologically satisfied? That is probably a question that eventually needs to be answered. I am not addicted to food per say, I just tend to overeat foods I really really like. I love nachos. Maybe I should have made foods I'm not that crazy about. Oh well. What's done is done. All I can do is move on and start again. So when I got up this morning, I fasted 2 meals and then had some homemade chicken soup. It will take me another day to level things out. Was it worth it? Probably not. But it is what it is and I thank God that tomorrow is a new day. Hope you all did better than I did!